Thursday, February 19, 2015

You told Me to undress
I said, " I don't know ho-
my walls are so high,
I can;t reach around

Ill start with my buttons
you go brick by brick
I know it'll be hard,
I've built it up thick

And i'm sorry for wasting
so much of your time
but how can I see your heart
when I can't even see mine?

And I will talk about life
and children, and laughter,
the feeling of never getting
what you've been after

And I will cry over reasons
that you'll never find out
And I never really know
what i'm smiling about

And there will be a time
when i know you won't care
because no one ever stays
when I am finally bare.
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Should I Grow Up?

My parents hate the thought of letting go.
They don't want me to become independent.
 They don't know what that is like.
 4 older siblings all still live under the roof relying on my parents.
 THAT WON"T BE ME!
I want to be able to learn and make my own decisions.
To be able to pay for my own things
To go wherever I want to go
I WANT TO HAVE FREEDOM
I want to date whoever I want.
 Hell I want to choose my own religion.
I don't always need to follow your right and wrongs
I make my own rights and wrongs
I don't want to be rebellious, but your actions are forcing me to.




Ain't that the truth. Sometimes you feel like your nature is a curse, but there's a reason. It IS a blessing. Don't apologize to others for the direction your spirit leads you.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

What if...

What if I'm dumb in school?
What if they've closed the swimming pool?
What if I get beat up? 
What if there's poison in my cup? 
What if I start to cry? 
What if I get sick and die?
What if I flunk that test? 
What if green hair grows on my chest? 
What if nobody likes me?
What if a bolt of lightning strikes me? 
What if I don't grow taller? 
What if my head starts getting smaller?
What if the fish won't bite?
What if the wind tears up my kite?
What if they start a war?
What if my parents get divorced?
What if the bus is late?
What if my teeth don't grow in straight?
What if I tear my pants?
What if I never learn to dance?
 
WHAT IF 

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

I'm in love with being in love

"I am in ŁØVE with 
The idea of being in love 

I want to GƦλ$P it, $EłZE it. 

The concept itself is beautiful. 

How two minds can become infixed,
 with raw love 
and tender affection 

Love is MλGł₡λŁ 
And many people have 
Fallen in love 
With the pure idea of being 
In ŁØVE"

 

If it's meant to be don't you flee 
Stay close and never leave. 

If it's love you'll know 
But make sure it shows 
 
Love is when there 
Are a million things 
You want to say to 
Someone. 

But when
They look you in the
Eyes and hold you in
Their arms, nothing in 
Life matters other than being 
With that person at that 
Moment. 

Love is precious 
Treat it right 
And you'll always
Keep it in your sight 

Ⓘ ⓁⓄⓋⒺ ⒷⒺⒾⓃⒼ ⒾⓃ ⓁⓄⓋⒺ


Don't make me be a robot

Don't ignore me
I'm not invisible
I promise I'm here
You may not hear me or know where I'm at, I promise I'm near
Human or not I still exist 
Don't make me seem like a robot 

I'm not made of metal 
I don't make a clamp 

Let me live and be free 
I know I'm human, I know who I am 
ⓈⓄ ⓁⒺⓉ ⓜⒺ ⒷⒺ