I don't want to do this.

Dear A1 Creative Writing,


"People don't change, they reveal who they are". I hope that doing this doesn't change the way I like to write.. cuz ill be honest with you I don't want you to know who I am. I hate being judged. But whatever senior year and ill never see any of you again (; lol jokes but really. I know my blog isn't the best and im sorry. I wish that I could make the creative juices flow more easily but I can't. There is so much going on in my life that the last thing I think about is my blog post. At first I tried to force my self to be creative and then I just gave up. People have their own talents and unfortunately writing is not one of mine. I wish it was. Why is it so hard to be creative? I don't understand and it honestly pisses me off. Although I wasn't the greatest writer I found this fun for me because I was able to find things that I liked and that stood out to me. I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE ANYONE ELSE. I know people in this class that work on their blog post forever, good for you. But blogs don't mean everything to me. SCREW THE VIEWS, SCREW THE COMMENTS. They don't matter. Im not one to stand in front of the class, to read a poem in front of the class, or to even raise my hand. I sit in the back and don't usually say a word, people don't even know that I exist anymore. I go to hair school and this is my only class. I hope this doesn't surprise you or disappoint you, but I am...

Sheridyn Meadors






Don't judge me.